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ahhhhh
today it supposed to be my internet day.. *jass:by the way..everyday is ur internet day..wat make the differ??*
*jo:shut up n watch ur drama*
today i went to pc fair..
i wanted to buy the speaker,mouse..
n ipod!!!
n yea
digital cam....
but then
look at my mum's face>>>>

how i wish her face is this >>>>

den i went to queensbay!!
a shopping mall in penang...
well i didnt buy anythin...
but then
we took lots n lots of pics...
hahahah
ppl might tot we r tourist *jass: is not to b proud..ppl might tot u r crazy!!*
*jo:keep ur mouth shut n again i gonna strangle u*

n octy msg me..
hahaha
did u on9 ??
hahahah
h well
i did...
late at night...


ahh..
ntg to talk actually..
im craping...
next time ba..
now im in good mood..
hahaha

yeah yeah...
this baby kangaroo is strike wif high fever...
but then i went to work oso..
i think i would boil an egg!!!!!
oh well
not really dat hot..but is consider hot...
wad m i crapping...
urgh

sorry
due to sickness..
my brain cant even function properly..
i keep on thinking the nonsense

been down for the past 2 days....
n crying silently wen im driving or wen im alone...
okay back to my topic..

my boss were not in...sooo i hv this free time to indulge into my nonsense thinking...
i suddenly remember my granny..
my late beloved granny...
listening to persona didnt help much either!!!!
i can feel how happy she will b..
the proud smile...
at least she wont say my result is poor...
at least she will comfort me..
n the warm tap n hug...
how she will proudly tell the other ah sam my result...
how she will stand in coffee shop owe by my aunt n say this is my granddaughter...
i juz miss her wayy too much...
the memories with her keep popping up
n it juz need to take me 1 sec..
n my tears start dropping!!!!
n my tears is dropping now too....

oh well..
i cant cry long as the phone ring..
well nostalgia really...
really made ppl touch..made ppl sad..
wad i regretted is..
i couldnt see the last of her face!!!
couldnt even say bye!!!!!
she went without me there.....

i finish work at 6...
den went back....
n went out wif my frens....
n take pics..
n chit chat...

oh well
im sick wif fever
n yet im the driver!!!
hahahaha
n im driving like 80-90 km/h ????!!
haahah

dun worry im fine safe at home...
but then
zoopeians...
if i didnt on9 for like 2 weeks..
seem like disappear..
will u guys msg me ?????
mayb u noe..
im gone forever...
promise me...
if anythin...
remember me yea!!!!
always...

p/s : my brains cannot function properly

Hmm
Theres a hero
If you look inside your heart
You dont have to be afraid
Of what you are
Theres an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And youll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Its a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And youll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

Oh oooh
Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But dont let anyone
Tear them away, hey yeah
Hold on
There will be tomorrow
In time
Youll find the way

And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And youll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

That a hero lies in you
Mhhh
That a hero lies in
You

dun worry im fine safe at home...
but then
zoopeians...
if i didnt on9 for like 2 weeks..
seem like disappear..
will u guys msg me ?????
mayb u noe..
im gone forever...
promise me...
if anythin...
remember me yea!!!!
always...

today is my granny 100th days....
went to temple...
oh well i
sleep at 1.30am last night..
wake up at 8am....

n havent get rest till...
OMO
12.48am ade!!!!
is the next day ade...
n yea..im still munchin on my dinner....
hahahahahah
i juz hav my dinner!!!!!
n i gonna get more n more fat!!!!
sob sob
*crying n looking at on the reading in weighing machine*

oh yea..
1am again
n 2morro my mum ask me to fetch her to market...
at 8am again!!!
die
i shud change from kangaroo to panda bear!!!
n monday gotta go work ????
mayb i will apply for mc
but but but.....
forget bout it..
GO WORK!!!!

soo long havent step in here...
well i will step in on monday...
now is 1.05am!!!

i went to aimst today!!!
asia international medical n science technology university!!
is in kedah...well i nearly hv a burnt butt from the sitting!!!

well on the way to there
i keep looking out
try to find a supermarket...
n to my greatest disappointment
DONT HAVE!!!
there greatest is GIANT--which turn out to b a hypermarket..
sob
all i saw along the journey is
paddy field!!!!
all green!!
well
today the greenery didnt seem to impress me..
i keep grumbling dat
the place have only green paddy n rivers...
sigh
sigh
sigh

we reach there..
n the mr guard told us the uni close n will open on tues..
due to wesak day!!!

sigh
hv to go back